I was coasting
in a distracted sort of way
it never struck me that anything would ever change
but I had this pain
I had this pain
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long, long, long, long, long
I am sweating
on my ripped soft toilet seat
as high humidity takes a hot piss onto me
I thirst for rain
I lust for rain
and how I’ve wanted it so long
and how I’ve wanted it so long
and how I’ve wanted it so long
and how I’ve wanted it so long
and how I’ve wanted it so long, long, long, long, long
when I am older, I’ll have so much more control
when I am older, I’ll be such a wizened soul
when I am older, when I am older, when I am older
I will swallow my drool and die
in my garden
rare herbs take their time to grow
and as I sit down in my rocking chair
it hurts like I’m fucking old
because I dug this hole
I dug this hole
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long
and I ignored it for so long, long, long, long, long
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